about the clumsy girl

have alot to say

2009-04-27T23:04:00.000-07:00

many have happened to me all this while, about friendship and alot more.i cannot blog as my computer broke down so i cannot post. i have alot to share but my four impatient cannot wait so i need to go. the four people are iffah rayman, haziqah. priya n ofcourse wiah .

am i the cause of it?

2009-02-08T01:22:00.000-08:00

i just don no why everything have change, am i the want who cause all this? if i am the want i am sorry but idon no where i did wrong.i hope that all this misuderstanding will end soon , i don want to have any enemy all the people i know i regaerd them as my friend.if the person don regard me as a friend i don get angry as everyone is my friend no matter wat. maybe u people don talk thing out, if u dont then no problem can be solve.if i was the want who cause the years of friendship, u can tell me and i try to make things better.all i can say is that i will take the blame if i was the cause of it but i don think i have don anything but sometime i may not realise wat i had done.i just feel guilty about wat happened i just want everything to be the same.

i am back

2008-12-25T10:45:00.000-08:00

i am back from KL i had so much fun but i am feeling so sad as i miss the friendly table tennis competition i can't wait to know who won? i just donno wat to blog, nothing to share when i was in KL,everything is the same as i been to KL manytime. i hope next holiday my family will plan to go to a different place(hope so).btw i can't wait for 31 dec, i miss school and my friend and ya there will be sec 3 camp,i hope itis going to be fun.btw KL traffic is alot worst than singapore, i will end my post here.

i know who i am

2008-12-14T21:16:00.000-08:00

today i when to my sister friend wedding.whow the place is full of people and it is my first time seeing a long set of food.nothing special happened only that when i and my parent was in the car on our way back home, my mum told my dad that there was two malay guy who work for the catering people and their jobs was to clean up the table after the people finished eating(kendarat) at first one of the guy took my plate as i finished myfood first but i did not look at him as i did not noticed him but the second he came to the table to take other people plate (as i shared the table with other people)at that time i was about to leave. he clean up the table with his friend so i help to passed theplate and cups which is near me as i know that they will need to make aturn before they can reached the plate and cup at my side. i myself did not heard what they said i only know it from my mum, m mum heard that one of the malay guys said " dia tolongkite lah" in english it mean"she help us" than when i was about to go , there thank you to but i did not reply or smile as i did not know that they was talking to me . i donno why i write about them and i know i talk craps so bear with me , i myself donno what i am writting.to shorten what my mum mean, my mum mean that one o the guy like me but ii know that cannot and never be truth. i am not as pretty as my friend and my sis , but i know that everyone is unique.( kenape aku perasan ni, sahira cukup dengan kau punnye feeling !)signing off: budak perasan

had a great time

2008-12-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

i had a great time today with my little cousin whose name is siti nadhirah, 4 years old if i am not wrong. she came to my house when i was asleep and she wake me up, i had not choice but to wake up and play with her.To me she is a cute and clever little girl.she like to sing and dance like me( is that rite, can i sing and dance like her)i don think so, hahaa...that all for today and i hope my brother and my cousin will get a job, tomorrow i have table tennis training and i hope there will be any accident that happend to me. btw my mum ask me to buy school books but i don think i can carry the books by myself.i will try...
signing off: sahira the unpreditable gal.

ouch

2008-12-10T16:38:00.000-08:00

Today i was so clumsy, i got table tannis taining this morning and everything was normal then suddenly one of my teamate smash the ball and hit my head but it just said ouch and continue to trained. i though i will be careful after that but i was wrong, when i was trying to pick up the ball, accidentally KW bat hit my head and this time it really hurts. from then on i was like not okay, i was not forcus and i know that most people are angry with me as i did not played well but i was not okay at that moment after awhile i am okay and by the way i won again against mr tan but i know that he can win me somedau as he is improving.For your information i am bored today , so i when bloghopping again and i came across this blog andi don no whose blog is that but i like the blog song and at the tagged blog the blogger who is knnown as azlan , reply one of the passer by who asked who sang that song and u know wat he say his friend who sang that song by the way i like that song. because i will just go to his blog and listen to that song again and again, the song really make fall in love with it(the song), the title is ' you taught me' by his friend Faliq.thanks to that song i am feeling much better.by the way sorry for not been updating.

during the holiday

2008-12-01T16:39:00.000-08:00

during the holiday,many thing happened.everytime i am stuck in between of the problem.i just want everything back to normal.i am so sorry there is some problem that i cannot share in my blog and if really know me i am actually very emotional person. in the situation i'm in right now is just too complicated. all i can do is to pray and be patient. i know that in life there is alot of challenges that we need to overcalm.sorry readers i know that u all are boring reading my blog as most of my post is emotional. right now i just want to be free from every problem that i having right but i all this happened not because of me but because of the people around, i am just worried about because the are my love want.i know that i need to strong and face all this. by the way yester day i chat with haziqah and we talk about dance (but why am i suddenly into dance) and there is one sperson that make me realised that during my free time i should spend more with my love ones and i am thankful to that person .that all wat i will like to share, toddles. signing off: sahira

don judge the by it cover

2008-11-27T21:23:00.000-08:00

wat are friend? sometime i don no wat the people around me took me as,(friend, nobody or even their enemy)i am a type of person who will like to have many friend and i don care if they are boy or girl as long as i have friend.i don mind if i only chat with them and did not go out with them, because i just need a friend which i can encourage and support. i just everyone to be happy!but some of the people just think (like i said in my previous post ) that i am arrogrant but if they know me better, they will know who really i am. don judge it book by it cover! seriously i just don get it why this day i am so emotional and i know that this is not me, because i am always happy and i like to laugh. i think i just need someone to make me laugh, can someone please with your lame jokes or anything. or maybe with yur smile and i hope to see my friend at school but at the same time i hope all my friend enjoy their holiday and always be happy!

my aunt new house

2008-11-24T11:13:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went to my aunt new house and it is beautiful house and sorry i did not tahe any pic of the house.everything wa okay but i just don understand why i don get along with my niece eventhought they are same age as me or older than me. i know u will not understand why i am same age as them and i am their aunt ,it is because my father is the last child in the family so i am the last granchild in the family and most of my cousin are married and have kids and like i say they are same age as me. and also some of my cousin are same age as my mum.i was sitting with my parent all the time i was there.

i just don understand

2008-11-21T14:14:00.000-08:00

i just donno why people are so evil. Today my doorstep has drops of oil,my father is the one who noticed the drops of oil when my dad and mum was going to work. this happen not only once, it had happened many times that i even lost counted how many time it happened. the people who this has two sided face, infront of us they are nice but behind our back they are evil. I just don understand why tje people did this to us, we did not hurt them but there was one accident which took place about three years back if i am not wrong, my brother was just teasing the person who was closed to last time.then the person threw a can on my brother head and my brother head was bleeding but my mother did not scolded her but i think she got scolded by her/his parent and i know until now my brother still mad at that person (i think so). wat i can say is that wat comes around goes around.

myday

2008-11-18T20:11:00.000-08:00

nothing much happened today, today i went for my table tennis practice and everything was fine. the two brother was so funny and ya i won the double match against them, my patner was mr tan. i walk home with one of my junior but i donno how to spell her, i know (wat kind of senior i am who donno how to spell my junior name).i am proud to be in the table tennis cca eventhough i am the only malay girl in the cca and for the people who think table tennis is boring u should try yourself and u know how fun it can be(promoting my cca,haha)then when i reach home i just watched tv all day long.i think i need to find other hobby other than sports and music

i don no if i did anything wrong

2008-10-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

i don no if what i did was right. Many things happened, i just do not know what to do? i think i got myself into this so i need to think positive and know what i am doing. Life is full of decision, i will like all of the people to tell me the truth and don put me a dark.i myself confused by what i am doing.i always asked myself if what i did was right, now i know i have the courage to make thing better and always kept it by myself. There people who think i am arrogant person at first as do not know how to talk to people but i know that i need to help myself to get to track first. i know that all my last year friend think i am arrogant as now i am in the express class, they just don understand me. i know that i am selfish because i wait for people to hi to me then i talk to them. What i can say that i don like to hurt my friend feeling and i am not a type of person who say hi to evrybody but deep in my heart i want to talk to my friends but some of them seldom talk to me so i don no how to start the conversation with them but guys seldom talk to me especially the malay boys. i think they are scared of me,haha kidding but i think i am too arrogant.i will try my best to change maybe.....but i hope they can accept me who i am now. iam sorry to all if i did something that hurt your feelings.

2008-09-19T17:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i and my friends when to break fast with Mr L at nanyang cc KFC. After that we went to watched the soccer match between Gombak and the Young Lion at the Jurong Stadium, that was the first time in my life watching soccer live. Ruby dad was tha manager of ..... i don no but got to do with the Gombak team.Everyone (the girls) took photo with Mr L except me, at that time, Wiah had gone home and Haziqah overslept so she did not followed us.MY mother didi not scold me for coming home late as i had already told her that i will be coming home late, before that i had asked my dad to fetched me but he said u can go back with your friend as he just finished work. That only happen yesterday, today Mr L leave us all to take a rest before he go for NS.He sang for our class about more than five song and there two of my favourite song that is "fall for u" and "one last" as "one last" is my idol song, Taufik Batisah... hehe...!By the way he is the second person who inspire me to achieve my dream but i don not wat is my dream is.., wat a girl.He is the only teacher who dare to wear pink! Many of them are crying that wat make me also cry and i told Wiah that people go, people come and if u are fated to meet the person it will happen so don cry but just wish them the best. HAHA...., WHEN DID I BECOME SO NOT ME!

about the break fast with mr l

2008-09-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

what a day, it tak about two day to decide the place to break fast with Mr L. It is only today where the decision was made, i know what Mr L felt, i think he felt that he is wrong toward Rara and Wiah, as Rara wanted to go to eat at the east side but Wiah cannot go . Frankly i also think that my mum will not let me go that far just to break fast. I understand how Wiah felt, she is like an angel who cares more about other people feeling than her own feeling. I am happy to get to know her, she is a wondrful friend...! I felt that all my friend is the best and fun friend i ever know but only one of my friend whose name ia cik amina. I felt that she has a rock heart, because she only think about her feeling not others.When i know her at first i thought she is the want who understand me but i am wrong. I just need someone who understand me and have some interest that i have such as singing, learn new thing, do sport, like to learn to play all kind of intrument and many more, but the most important thing, they have to trust me and can accepted my opinion with open- minded and must be patient with my lame jokes and my "harsh" word. Ilike to say sorry to my to my friends if i hurt all of your feeling and u all can tell me anything u don like or like about me, i am okay as we need to change for a better not to becomes worst.

today is is a mixture of feeling

2008-09-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

Today i was felt tired as i have cca during the fasting month but today is a good start of school. Everything went well, until it time to break fast, my sister went with me to kfc to buy zinger buddy meal. To my surprise, the person who serve me and my sister is the person that cause many problem between my friends but i did not blame them totaly as they have done nothing wrong.It so funny as they forget to give our zinger as my sister order take away and when my sister and i reach home, she was mad and she call the kfc manager and complain.Then the two boy came to my house and gave the refund money and they were so scared, i felt sorry for them as they was just new in handling the cashier but i know does my sisiter did intend to scold them.She intend to donate the refund money...., i just do not understand her.Hope the boys will not be offended as what my sister did was to helped the kfc to be more careful in improving their service to serve the customer. I hope they do not do know who i am ........

2008-09-01T02:54:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of fasting month,everything when well but after i had my pre dawn meal i vomited. I also when to my autie house to helped her to looked after her daughter while she was away.Now i am helping my mother to prepare the food as it nearly break fast time,i am feeling very exited but i miss my friend as i have one week of holiday. I am also happy as i help my granmother to cook for the break fast meal when i was at my autie house.i looking forward for the next few week of wasting month.

last day of school in term three

2008-08-29T14:45:00.000-07:00

Today my school celebrated the teachers day. It is not like the other school where the student can perform and give present to teachers. The sad thing is that i could not meet my old friends as my school finished at 12.30pm. Now i am chatting with wiah but she is busy doing something and many of my friend is not online. Ah...,so boring.Eventhought it is boring today but yesterday is the joyful day for me as i got back my result slip.I was so happy as i pass all the subject eventhought two or three of my subject i get grade C and i got five A this is the first time i get so much A grade for my ca2.

2008-07-25T04:52:00.000-07:00

Today i went to the discovery centre with my classmates and the other class.It was fun and interesting and i enjoy my day today. Today,every minit i laugh and forgot everthing that why i like to laugh eventhought it just some lame jokes. When i at home i surf the net and i check my e-mail contact, i just felt that it has been a long time i chat with my friends or meet up with them. I felt guilty as i was the one who does not reply their mail, but i have a good reasons for doing that and i think i just keep inside my heart. I was thinking was sending them mail but i scared that do not remember me and by the way i do not what towrite to them, also i do not know if they still want to be friend with me.i hope they will still accepted me as their friends. What a confused feeling today.